special

A special offer they may have for me
Promising and smiling at me
Showing they want me
Fighting with dance moves for me
Flipping back their hair for me
Stealing each other the sight of me
Enhancing their smiles live for me
Shaking their bodies like they were alone with me

And I get attracted
And I am glad
And I feel like I could choose
And I feel sad for they cannot have me
And I know of feeding my ego
And I make up names for them
And I don't care for them
And I will make them want me again and again

Another point on the list is ticked off

A thousand scars