life on speed

When everything is about what comes around, what is behind the next corner, you may not see or be even able to realize what is with you or behind or whatever. "Everything", to me, is a hard word like "always" and "never". And it's always true that I'll never get everything. But something. And that is the thing to realize and care about. And you, reading this? Are you spending as much time thinking about what you're after as for the things you can replace it with? Do I? Don't know. Maybe, somehow, later, but close to not too late. Even if my life is currently on speed, I'm sure I'll find the time to slow down a bit and think about the road ahead and behind me. Think about what led me here and if I already lost it. Thinking about, if being good isn't a bad decision.
So I might not write too clear here but what can you expect, if feelings get decribed?